Day 136...blank

well, sadie, i'm falling behind.  what can i say?  it's not that i don't have a lot on my mind.  i do for sure.  but at the end of the day, sometimes i go blank.  i'm kind of glad though, because a lot of the thoughts i have don't matter anyways, so it's not that i have to have something deep and profound to glean from the Lord day after day.  sometimes i just lie down in my bed at night and i just feel His peace, and i literally have no thoughts to reflect on at that moment, and i'm okay with that.  i can just go to sleep.  i'm thinking now how good that is, how it's a sign of a lack of worry and anxiety.  i love that i don't have problems to pour over all of the time.  don't take that to mean i don't have any problems.  all i am saying is that i've come, hopefully longer than temporarily, to a place where i can live in the middle of the battles and not grow weary with them all of the time.  i'm handing them to the One who is fully capable, and He gives me rest.  well, what do you know, i found something to say! :)

Dear Sadie.

Do not be quick in your mouth, do not be hasty in your heart to utter anything before God.  God is in heaven and you are on earth, so let your words be few.  Ecclesiastes 5:2